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Post by rickfaith on Jul 23, 2010 19:04:11 GMT -5
I am gonna try and stop beating myself with the gnarled old stick, worn smooth from hyears of self bashing but still deadly and dried hard and hurts a lot.
Someone, gave me that damn stick, and I choose to carry it...out of habit, addiction, memory, or whatever it is... but i can stop it just for now...easy does it.
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Post by rickfaith on Jul 25, 2010 5:01:00 GMT -5
Its bnice when at times, i can ackowledge that i am afraid, or whaqtever issue i may have...but i dont need to punish myself... Dont it seem that we are so often about PUNISHMENT... self abuse? ugghh..... first thing I reach for is my stick... i wouldnt do to you what i do to me, inside of me...dont even know i am doing it most times.
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Post by g on Jul 25, 2010 5:17:18 GMT -5
Nobody wields a bigger self beating stick than I do. I've put it down now and tryingto work on my self esteem.
G
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Post by rickfaith on Jul 25, 2010 5:52:42 GMT -5
like to revesre the damr stick... like instead of think of worse thoughtd and feelings... think of best ones... "you did great!! Your just so damn attractive and intelligent!! people really like you!! Your worth it!!! and so on...
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Post by g on Jul 25, 2010 6:09:49 GMT -5
Go listen to the song I linked to in Self Help Resources
('Inner Child Work' thread)
G
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Post by g on Jul 25, 2010 6:20:26 GMT -5
N.B.
Moved this thread to this new board.
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