Post by g on Oct 3, 2010 6:46:03 GMT -5
Today is one of those days that reminds me why I acted out with my poa.
My h was told by neurologist on Friday that he needs antidepressants. He needs to really push himself physically to get full strength back in his left leg. H doesn't want to hear that I don't think. I feel he wants us to pity him for the rest of his life.
I'm unwell at the moment and it seems to piss him off more than anything. He had a go at my daughter and ruined lunch for us all. Started saying how expensive it is to keep our place and he's not happy here any more. Ha! Who the hell is happy? What about all the years I worked non stop throughout pregnancy and while I was breastfeeding? What about when I was the one taking care of my kids? Don't think he changed a dirty nappy more than a handful of times. Never bathed them. He would go wake up my mother in her flat downstairs if I was unwell and kids needed attention. I am furious. I don't want to sell my house and go live with him in a condo again. Living in the country means I can hide so much of his shitty behaviour.
I wanted a nice peaceful Sunday and he decides to upset everyone. He was the one talking about doing work on the property this week. He was the one who went out and bought a new car. Oh I'm so bloody tired of all of this right now. So tired. God help me. I need some peace. I really need some peace in my life.
G
My h was told by neurologist on Friday that he needs antidepressants. He needs to really push himself physically to get full strength back in his left leg. H doesn't want to hear that I don't think. I feel he wants us to pity him for the rest of his life.
I'm unwell at the moment and it seems to piss him off more than anything. He had a go at my daughter and ruined lunch for us all. Started saying how expensive it is to keep our place and he's not happy here any more. Ha! Who the hell is happy? What about all the years I worked non stop throughout pregnancy and while I was breastfeeding? What about when I was the one taking care of my kids? Don't think he changed a dirty nappy more than a handful of times. Never bathed them. He would go wake up my mother in her flat downstairs if I was unwell and kids needed attention. I am furious. I don't want to sell my house and go live with him in a condo again. Living in the country means I can hide so much of his shitty behaviour.
I wanted a nice peaceful Sunday and he decides to upset everyone. He was the one talking about doing work on the property this week. He was the one who went out and bought a new car. Oh I'm so bloody tired of all of this right now. So tired. God help me. I need some peace. I really need some peace in my life.
G
