Post by moonlight on Oct 15, 2010 7:22:18 GMT -5
On October 10th I've done a 7th step. All by myself, in the same chapel where I did the 3th. It was a spontaneous decision. When I passed the church I felt like going in, and when I was there I wanted to talk to god.
I've listed all my character defects and asked him to remove them one by one. Also I've asked him to fill me with love and self worth. To be a father to me. I've asked him if I can have a symbiosis with him, so I don't have to look for it in people. Furthermore, I've asked him and Jesus for a good man for me, and mother Mary for children. And I've asked to be as relaxed and trusting in my normal job as I am in the two other jobs. And I've asked god to cure my arm, so I can lift up the children in my arms.
I've listed all my character defects and asked him to remove them one by one. Also I've asked him to fill me with love and self worth. To be a father to me. I've asked him if I can have a symbiosis with him, so I don't have to look for it in people. Furthermore, I've asked him and Jesus for a good man for me, and mother Mary for children. And I've asked to be as relaxed and trusting in my normal job as I am in the two other jobs. And I've asked god to cure my arm, so I can lift up the children in my arms.