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Fear
Jun 19, 2012 17:37:33 GMT -5
Post by serenity on Jun 19, 2012 17:37:33 GMT -5
I've read the posts on boundaries from Prim tonight and felt a lot of relief from feeling my resentments towards people as I think I am bad when I have resentments towards people and then the guilt keeps me from dealing with it in a healthy way.
I am having to surrender a lot of fear to God at the moment as I am not well physically. I have always been terrified of boundaries and my sponsor reminded me of my difficulty with putting in healthy boundaries with people and I know that just thinking about it makes me feel sick.
I believe I have some unexpressed emotions going on at the moment around trust and not being able to trust myself and others and God. When I feel this way I know I need to surrender my fears to God and confess that I find it so had to surrender my fears to God if thats makes sense...
I have a lot of time on my hands whilst I am recovering and I need to write 3 step 10's to get the resentments out and to see my part more clearly.
God bless,
V
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