Post by serenity on Aug 24, 2010 11:07:57 GMT -5
I had some good news today as i was awarded my professional diploma in marketing and my friend at work brought me some flowers and a gift and i had to go to the toilet to have a cry and i was both happy and sad.
Happy that she has thought of me and spoilt me and sad that i didn't have someone 'speciaL' to celebrate with me. I went to the loo to cry and asked God to take my hand and love me as it was his love i really wanted and i then felt a sense of gratitude amnd didn't want to cry anymore.
So.... I DID LOVE MYSELF TODAY even though i was sad and thats a huge step for me.
Happy that she has thought of me and spoilt me and sad that i didn't have someone 'speciaL' to celebrate with me. I went to the loo to cry and asked God to take my hand and love me as it was his love i really wanted and i then felt a sense of gratitude amnd didn't want to cry anymore.
So.... I DID LOVE MYSELF TODAY even though i was sad and thats a huge step for me.