Post by rick on Nov 13, 2011 11:47:36 GMT -5
I am involved with a very nice lady...after a long period of grieving the last one... i am able to love someone again...for the most part. But she has lied to me a couple of times..and it is difficult to trust again. I want to be fair to her, yet to myself too. I want to keep searching for my own truth, yet i seem to often be wondering if she is honest. She does see a therapist and did own uip to her lies with the therapist. She got caught in the lie, did not confess anything, was busted so to say. We are doing well for the most part...are good together... but i just have this image of committing to someone who ends up bnot being there once she feels she has me where she wants me... past experiences i suppose. Anyway... relationships are very difficult when one is in recovery...and one is not.
i will survive but i am so tired of always wondering with every relationship i am in... if they are honest and real.